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In Fine Vitae Meae

by In Infernis Arderet

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Trapped in this dream For which I can't wake from Begging to die, begging to wake up The longer I wait, the more I hate; Myself The world Life The memories of her Wishing I had some worth in life A meaning to someone A purpose I've been holding onto memories They're seemingly more distant It hurts trying to remember The smell o the trees, The way the air tastes before it rains, The feel of her hair in my hands, Her voice... I must wake up
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Transcending into what once was everything Beyond the skyline and star light Beyond what ever will be Transcending into her Through the forever with her love Walking eternally bound Awakening from this dream Feeling her still in my hands My beautiful butterfly Her wings fell in the forever Crumbled like ash Crashed like waves on rocks Please come back to me Return to my arms My sweet butterfly
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I shouldn't be alive The constant pain and fear No sense of control The agony from memories Please end my wasteful life I shouldn't be here In this state of mind Talking to the blood stained walls The faint whispers from afar Screams telling me to just do it I shouldn't be breathing All the blood should leave my body The air should stiffen and rot My body should drift into never My heart should stop half past 6 I shouldn't be alive
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My ending is within reach The final credits must play There's no rewinding this broken VCR This life is a caustic nightmare It must end... It must end... I love you But we can't be together For I must go into the forever The forever emptiness An infinite blank canvas I shall paint it with my blood Paint a picture of you The flowers you place Here on my grave Will forever wilt and rot The grass will darken and fade Nothing grows six above thy grave Your tears will not grow the daisies You cry, but I can not hold you any longer I must leave... Please forgive me There is no good explanation I love you, but it must end...
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Into the forever I go Unknown where, I still go I have no purpose, no life Never wanting to come back; I burn all the bridges Turn them to ash You've been gone all this time Yet I still see you In my bed In my mind You were never real Just a glimpse into the forever All those memories The love, the laughs, the joy None of it was real The pain is Drown in sorrow Choke on the blood I will go into the forever Just to be with you again To have what once was ....everything I can not wait another day Your beauty can't wait Into the forever i go
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released June 20, 2019

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